I am the curator of the museum of lost
connections.
I walk through this museum. I watch over it.
The
light shone through the windows placed at strategic locations throughout the
hall in which the curator walked. The museum was an architectural masterpiece.
With minimum of artificial lighting it managed to illuminate the entirety of its
vastness with the aid of the natural counterpart. This is what all homes strive
for. To be part of the outside. To bring the outside to the inside without all
its tedium. In the morning the halls of the museum were as brightly lit as the
outside to which the curator has not ventured in many years.
‘Give me that’
A woman’s
voice; not loud not echoing but soft. Permeating everywhere.
The
curator turns to look behind him.
A man is running and laughing, he has
something in his hands. A woman runs after him laughing yet with an expression
of happy annoyance on her face. He stops and holds his clenched fist with the
shadowy object aloft, high in the air. It is out of the reach of the woman. She
tries to hold on to him and jump to get at the thing he is denying her. He
allows her this transgression with an expression of amusement. Suddenly he
brings his arms down and hugs her close to him. He looks into her eyes and she
looks back momentarily forgetting his childishness. She closes her eyes, brings her lips to his and they kiss.
The
curator sees all this and wonders whose they are. He wonders how they had lost
all that they had, all their tenuous yet throbbing life connections. He walks
on. He has seen many in his time here.
A ball bounces across the doorway to the
next hall and a child laughing runs after it. It stops near a chair. A man sits
on it weeping. The child oblivious to the man picks up the ball and runs back
to his mother who is waving at him to come over form the other side of the
room. A hand rests on the man’s shoulders, another man materializes beside him.
The crying man’s shoulders are squeezed briefly. He looks up at the man
standing beside him and smiles through the grief.
They
are not there. The curator knows that these are merely ethereal products of
connections long disappeared. He walks on.
The museum
existed as a set of vast interconnected halls brightly lit with high ceilings
and red carpet walkways. In all that vastness though there was some finiteness.
A small room set aside inconspicuously from the hall where the curator slept
and still sleeps.
The
museum had no exhibits, just empty halls. The exhibits of the museum were
ethereal. It was for incorporeal strings that the museum stood for. They were
everywhere and nowhere. Not a soul walked
through the museum except the curator. It was like the world, it was the world.
Once
the world was filled with people that made these connections; they walked and talked
and sang and danced and loved and played and more importantly… lived.
But
as generation after generations of humans came into existence some found it
hard to answer the question of their lives.
Been
taught to live for the future than for the present, they developed a nostalgia
for the past that left them unrooted. In this great confusion that swept
through the hordes of humanity, many took their lives as they felt misplaced
and alone. But they could not have fathomed the consequences of their decision.
People
related to them, who loved these takers of their own lives, felt the effect of
the passing away as well. They realized that when the myriad of people who held
the other line of the string of connections died, be it brother, sister,
husband, wife, son, lover, father, friend or anyone, they took something away
with them, to whatever lies beyond this firmament. They through their
connections with the living had taken a part of the living person’s soul. A
gaping hole that could not be filled.
The
living realized that they had to go after the dead to feel alive again, a
contradiction but nonetheless a dictum. And so people started following their
loved ones in a chain that started to stretch on and on.
Finally
now only one man was left. The curator.
He
sat on one of the few benches that adorned the hallways at regular intervals.
He sat there and stared at the high window opposite him. The light was waning.
It was already dusk.
‘Where
am I?’
‘Here’
the curator replies and turns to look at the women beside him. She is thin and
fragile. Her face is wrinkled a bit yet serenely beautiful in the twilight
glow.
‘What
time is it?
‘It’s
now dear’
‘I
miss you.’
He
raises his arms and caresses her cheeks.
‘I
miss you too.’
‘When
will you come?’
He just
looks at her, his eyes moist with tears.
He
gets up and walks back to his inconspicuous room. He will see her. The day is not
far away. He is lonely…….. beyond words.
I am the curator of the museum of lost
connections.
I walk through this museum. I watch over it.
I watch over it for………..-Rohith
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